Tuesday, December 11, 2007

teman, kawan and everything la...

Wherever we go, friends are always there. Wether its an old friend or a new friend. yet, it is undeniable that they even can be your enemy. Do bestfriend really exist? As we all know, bestfriend are the one who will always be there for us. Neither bad condition nor good condition. They are there to spread the joy and laughter, to shed a tears together and even share the secret together. Yet, my aunty (which who will always give me a wise advice when i need one) use to told me that, ' Money see no friend'. Which it really happen to me.
Once, i have two best friend. let's call them Cecelia and Caroline. Cecelia, Caroline and i were (was) bestfriend. Whenever one of us felt sad, we share our tears together. When we happy, we laugh together. We share our problem together, sit in the class together, wait for each other and even proud of each other. We even close to each other parents especially Caroline. Her mom whom i respected so much (well, use to) for her loyalty to God and successful in making up a cultural business. They are like everything to me. sadly, all my trust and hope towards them fade away just like that.

It all happen when we're having a project to present the most big company in Malaysia which is worldwide. All the big boss and few engineering from nationwide are there to watch us and ready to be impress by us. My sister, Gabriella, Cecelia, Caroline, Vecca and i are all in this together. We worked very hard that all of us break a leg so we can do the best. Sadly, just because of my so-called best friend (which i don't really wanna go detail about it) disappoint us. Not only that, they even cheated our money. They put all the blame on my shoulder and called me stupid. I admit, I am stupid. stupid of how blind i am in choosing a friend. They twisted the story trying to close they blarney. i was so hurt that i was speechless. I pound to myself, why is this happening to me? Then i realise that, friends are the one who we share our joy and tears with but not our trust, loyalty and money. This situation really gave a big slap to my face. My heart are wounded even now. Book are not meant to be judge by its cover but the inside are what is important. No matter how loyal and holy were both of them to God, they still hurt each other feeling and much worst, cheated someone money.

We should leave independently not dependently.

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